the storm is over...

we always say "next season"
it's kinda sad..but a lot of my life revolves around the hockey season..which goes for like 7 or 8 months out of the year..preseason to playoffs. which gives me a lot of time to enjoy something i really love watching and being a part of. --i'm such a boy--
we did so well during the year...and now i feel like i officially have nothing to look forward to now that the sharks are out of the playoffs.
i wish i could say more..but it's always too little too late...


i kinda wish it was raining here...
it would make this night a little bit more settling...

a little bit more final for me.

i guess this week has been about finishing things off...closure..
one big giant ball of disasters...coming to an end...
maybe my bad study habits will leave with all of that negativity..
get swept away in some current...that's just finished pouring down on me this week...
i should catch up on homework and classwork..
start picking up the ruble that the tornado of my life over the last four months has blown down...

back to focusing
on what's important
like school
and family
and not doing stupid things on a whim

i've lost touch with all those things recently..
it's funny how quickly they're lost
i was doing sooooo well there for a while
i'm gonna get back to it all...

for now.
sleep.
turning the lights off...no distraction of the television.
just falling asleep to the empty sounds of my room...
and my mind calming after this storm...

i'll be fine.
i'm still alive.