suck it, world...

i haven't posted in a while..it's been crazy ever since i lost my car..i don't really have too much time right now..but i just wanted to say...that it seems like, on the most un-opportune days.....when i'm not really expecting anything exciting or vaguely interesting to happen...20 million people come out of the wood works at one time...
and oddly enough..ANY time i'm feeling even the slightest bit of down or depressed about my status of being SINGLE...(or even sometimes in a completely opposite world, like when i'm finally interested in someone) EVERYONE i don't want back in my life...reappears and starts shit again...
like...i think the world hates me or something...
i finally am getting things straight again...
head on the shoulders..
and all that junk
and SMACK!
the world is like

"NO!
SARAH!
life is not meant to be this boring, repetitive and redundant....
SPICE IT UP!
it sounds like you need some DRAMA! again! wooooo...
here you go...
now lets watch her squeal..."

and to that i say...
fuck you world...
well, not really..but you're a little bitch sometimes..
stop messing with my head.